Yeah, it isnt the first time something like this happened. Its not something I can choose, either. It just happens. And I dont like it. I really didnt mean it, why must you make it sound so bad all the time? Maybe yes, I do know its my fault, but you need not do this okay... I never wanted anything from you, I just treated you as my friend. All these while I do know you never liked me, I'm not dumb. But I tried, to be a good friend to you. I really did try my best to. Just that none of you would actually believe anyway. All along I'm this kinda person to you people anyway. I couldnt control my tears, they just flowed down so naturally. I tried to hold them back, but it got worse... I'm not out to seek for sympathy or what okay. That's just me. Money issues can really break friendships I suppose. I have nothing to say about it. I'm completely lost and confused now, no directions at all. I thought to myself, why in the world must this happen to me all the time? Why must I always have to face this alone? Thank God I know I have Him with me... Still I wasnt happy. However, its life isnt it? Its often described like a roller coaster. There're times whereby you're way uppppp, enjoying. There're times whereby you're down so suddenly, and scary. I'm just hoping everything will be fine. I'm sorry... But I never never NEVER did hate you before.
Lotsoflove <3
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