I always think I wouldnt get affected, but in the end I would. I never knew how to control myself, how to stop myself from thinking. Its like almost a natural thing to do so... You always appear in my mind. And I'll be damn happy when I'm with you. I'll also be like some dumbass trying to grab your attention almost everytime... I know its stupid, I know nothing will happen between us, but I cant help it. You're like a part of me already, and I thank you for being that part. But at the same time, its hurting me like mad!!! :( I dont know what's on your mind. I just know mine, I've fallen for you. And each time I get very affected by everything :( I miss how you used to treat me... The care, the concern, the love and all, they just disappeared. WHY!?!?!? Someone texted me just now and I got a shock. If only at that instant, it was realy... But it broke my heart. Sigh! What a lie. Made me feel happy, FOR NOTHING AT ALL! WTF. I'm gonna end my day's entry here! ;)
Lotsoflove <3
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