As the title suggests, I'm completely lost. I really dont know what are you thinking about... What do you want man? I tried not to let myself get so affected by you, I tried not to seek for your attention that much, I tried to control everything... I thought it was going perfectly well, but you suddenly became so nice to me again. I couldnt stop myself from thinking... Birthday surprise was one, why in the whole wide world did you plan? And dont you know I've fallen for you already? OMG! :( Then Saturday after FFW, you wanted to study. Stayed over @Abby's. You slept earlier than us all and got us to wake you up. I did and I felt like I totally could not not bother about you. Made me feel extremely like the old time again... You wanted me to massage your back for you, I did. To me, felt like a couple uh, somehow. You made me go head over heels over you. I'm not sure what were you thinking then. In the morning, you woke up and came next to me to get me to sleep on the mattress instead. You were never so caring towards me before. You passed me your jacket, I swear I loved the smell. Its like I'm obsessed or something. But made me happy. Yet I still needed to pretend I couldnt see anything else... You and Wanzhen are like so close. Jealous? Nah, I dont think so. The same thing you made her do to you, massage your back. What's the meaning of it? What am I to you man? I dont know, but I want to know.
Lotsoflove <3
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